Is there a place to hide ?

Is there a place to hide ?
Where there is a huge field with lots of green grasses ?

Where no one will be able to chase me out ?
where there is only the vault and earth along white angelic horses ?
where there is harmony, where there is the impalpable autumn wind ?
Is there a place to hide ?
Where I can breathe ?

Metro cities , every class rooms have one window , limited seats, no gardens,  admission problems, pollution, necessity of regular attendance, enemies, being unsafe, waiting for auto's for hours, greedy relatives,problematic neighbors, no one passionate.

Isn't all these enough to destroy someones concentration ? focus ? 
Is it possible to always listen to brains ? Is it ?
Even a person wants to relax he/she cant, even a person wants to sleep ,he/she cant...
I want to love but I cant ... I cant believe ..I cant trust ..

The problem is not that when I open my Facebook account ,I have no one to chat ,the problem is not that I don't receive sms and calls in my mobile ,the problem is not that he/she is not paying attention to me. The problem is something else ....the problem is being dissatisfied ,the problem is complications in each and every moment ,in each and every person we meet, to want want and just only want something !!!! damn it !!!

I don't know what I want ?? I don't know about what pleasure I am searching for ? 

Is there a place to hide ?
Where this unknown pleasure will be discovered ?  
where all complications will get drenched in rain,
where I could be mad in happiness,
Is there a place to hide ?
Where I could breathe ?