30 minutes a day !!!

Kites are so beautiful ..whenever I look at the kites I feel like they are struggling for their freedom but tied by a thread which is controlled by someone ...it cant go its own ways ..the person who controls it is as if having the right to decide its ways ..but its also a fact that the kite cant fly without the thread as it wants to fly like a bird but it's not having its wings ..well today evening when I reached my terrace I saw kites in the sky more than birds ..it seemed like kite festival is going on ..just imagine how beautiful it looks when different colors ..red, yellow, green, purple, blue, vermillion, orange and so may other colors are floating in the sky .. sometimes I feel that may be such appearance of the sky must have drove its beloved to fall in love with him ..must have drove her crazy in his love ..may be ! well .. I felt for that very moment that why this vision cant be a companion for a creature always ? why we all are attracted to people who hurt us ? why we always miss people who can just create complications in our life or always discourage us ? why ? why after knowing all these known things only another creature gives us pleasure ? why do we always miss them ?.. think about them..think that " Is he/she missing us ?" we cant we live our life with beautiful visions ..beautiful thinking .. traveling.. ?? Is anybody having answers for it ? It always happens that whenever my mobile rings ..even I am in a beautiful moment ..I rush towards it and think ,Is he/she calling me ? and when I see its nothing but a customer care call .. I feel bad .. I feel that someone could have called me ..asked about me ..asked about what I am doing or would say I miss you darling ..It happens only for 30 minutes a day but creates lots of disturbance ..as if something roll downs my heart ..I cant breathe properly.
Do I need a person only for the sake of those 30 minutes except the persons who are not my relatives ? well .... ...... a boy ?? but only for 30 minutes ??? isn't it the strangest thing someone could ever say ??
looking at the beautiful .. kite-full sky is more beautiful than being someone's darling for a while .. but still being someone's darling for 30 minutes gives us an extraordinary pleasure ?